Is THIS sexual?
I really do not know
Its a plant
Heart health… I’m getting to that
If you think of a male or female part that is:
I hear or read the frenular delta AND clitoris are:
So do you touch it?
Let’s say you are stimulated…
And have no climax…
That is in league with:
And affects the heart
Does one touch that on themself?
Not against the law…
Maybe difficult to, IDK, “go for a spin” for a really short time and then do nothing
It affects the heart
Some help I am
Wow its super private!
No suggestions. Thats how sacred one’s bod is
We must matter!
Delta, clit- if thought of in non-masturbatory terms may hold multiple nonsexual uses
Sex is two
Self is… boring?
I massage my own:
Hands- OXYTOCIN immediate release!
What about stamen?
I’m not saying except if orgasm is a city, I be talkin about country roads
“Jenking”? Defined as… Look it up
Riding a bumpy bus and liking it and shifting? Modern machinery does not want us… Lol… But awakens the question:
Is sex necessary
No sex will not kill you
No touch is very unhealthy
Avoiding genitals may be a way to cope with PTSD for some who are “injured” there in the nervous system.
Why is life difficult
If you want more “love” practice 2-3 seconds of eye contact with people
Heart health, no answers and YOU..
My new book
Is breathing “sexy”?
Practice Hahn Mayahana
Just get alone and feel it. Go to bed. Breathe. Distracted? Try a nap and breathe
As always, the errogenous has no good manual
It gets weird, doesn’t it?
Touch your scalp and every hair follicle
Take your time
If “caught” say:
I am doing “ASMR”
No shame blame game
Scalp and glans are sister cities
Want to feel new stuff?
Don’t ask ME
I just shared a shit load I’d never tell my mother
Make your peace with God
Acknowledge him in your ways
Ask for wisdom
If one has a buddy who is close enough to get under your skin, you FEEL PAIN but not necessarily despair. For those who feel “bullied”- I wish you could feel what I feel with my wife of TEN years. It HURTS and does hurt OFTEN. That is because my wife, as cool as she is and as difficult as a bond between a guy and woman is- she has it even worse. She was in an accident. She lived. She has a TBI- head injury. She is more… mean.
So I hear of bullying. Yeah? I won’t belittle that! Not even in a young person. But if I am not ending my life, are you the least bit curious what I live for? I mean, the accident virtually killed my wife. I am living with her reincarnation in my same life. I am dedicated to her. It hurts being “the good guy”, faithful and lonely. I have a ghost. That is my buddy.
Want to make fun? Its like… Jesus. Only who knows who he was? Lived 33 years… Feasted with his ENTOURAGE, got arrested, slapped, humiliated… segregated…
B u l l i e d…
Sentenced unfairly. Alone. NO ONE was his friend. Now he is mine. My… Takiri… Teacher, friend. Inside.
Those are my thoughts
He helps me with my thoughts to
My thoughts defend me
To tell you the truth, “suicide” is not real. But harming yourself is. THAT is the thing to avoid. Harm unto death is the thing people mean by “suicide” but also they mean to imply life is “doable” always.
Hm. There is a death I chose. Not suicide. Not homocide. “Death to self”…
Death to self is giving up OWNERSHIP of your body without being harsh. Scripture and my spirit tell me that death to self and death to sin is very close to what some Buddhists do or crave. To escape “fairly” and REALLY.
One escape is in meditative breathing. Mayahana. Its not religious. YouTube it. That’s gold! My advice. “Thich Naht Hahn”.
My advice is to see your unhealthy relationships where LOVE STILL EXISTS MUTUALLY as “SPARRING”- to be immune to:
My conscience INSISTS that I WRITE that above all, entwined with all- is one name… translates thousands of ways. My Real Lord (Vader is fiction. This one is so much tougher AND PUSHY-
WAY TRUTH LIFE JESUS
Some sneer, “He’s the only way.”- but forget to add that he not only lived, died, resurrected for real… he ascended… became one with everything just like the Dali Lama likes his hot dog…
One… With everything
Take my teacher’s hand
Like Terminator he may say:
“Come with me if you want to live.”
I have self harm scars. Big deal.
The Christ bore piercings like you wouldn’t (effing) believe
He also spent 36 months healing with power we know is real according to Eastern science only he was AMPED. PURE. Not a molester, or a killer. Not a coward. And yes he did have A LOT TO SAY but was no Tool…
He was the Snuffed Rooster
Announcing the Day
Declaring power over death
You know Judas- he was sorry he turned on Jesus. He carried more than what was written. Bible does NOT say he went down to hell as Catholics say. Bible says he “went to where he belongs”. He may have cast out demons, healed. He was still human and serves as a warning for Christians I think that we are able to fall and die by our own plan. Yikes. That is bad enough to feel despair and die.
So I don’t stray, pay a prostitute, own a GUN- all those can
Bump Set Spike me
I am terrified but not of death
I am terrified of failure to saueeze thru LIFE
I’m so SAD
My wife was beautiful
I just have to be flexible and
Endure pain (Hemophilia H.A.E.) , PTSD from almost bleeding to death
I’m not going to suicide
I am going to suffer…
Still… Its only a matter of time before sensations CHANGE and I sleep
Yesterday was blindingly PAINFUL… I was at a birthday party. My wife R was sitting there and a family member, drunk, pulled back on her neck
I wanted to die… That stopped. You see, a brain injury is worsened by dipshits who grab the neck- vertebrae
My wife woke up THIS MORNING CRYING AND SCREAMING
I HAD A PANIC ATTACK
WANTED TO DIE… It subsided
My mind said:
Play Angry Birds
Drink a Pepsi
So I did
That was my Takiri… My other… The living essence of Jesus. He doesnt play those games. I do. They help neural processes for ME…
So that I do not LOSE IT and fight with R over screaming that is not her fault and…
I WILL BE AVENGED in an appropriate way … Not by my effort
God’s vengenge finds a FIT
NOT LIKE Tv weirdo yells about. Tele tubby thumpers
I have been disciplined by God
I kind of tried to drown myself
Then thought NO
I WAS IN THE OCEAN
I still wonder if I did not die and THIS is a place beyond death
Why try again if I’m dead?
I am convinced I died
I dont mention that publicly
Nor the angels I meet
Do you want to never suicide?
High five the Christ and die like every hour
Thats where I am at
And sometimes I wonder if hell isn’t a better place for me because I’m 95% immune to pain
I’m a little mixed up
Hell paintings are COOL
I think God is a hallowed master over horrors and beautiful eternal dreams
Follow this light
If you want to live
I like people
I hate evil
But I love people
I need them
Railing photo memorial
That what I think
So I web log
For the 8th time
Not including city e-mails
To nice ol’ SF
That living photos
The greatest American not-blog
The deceadants appeared
A Christmas home
A real heart wrencher
To a lost sheep
TO MAKE THAT MORBIDITY PEEL RIGHT OFF
Or do we enjoy
Autonomous autoviolent video
On YooHoo tuber?
I do not
Suicide is too “too”
For that Bay Area
I am guessing
A weird freedom
It would be cooler
Cooler to challenge
One’s own spirit
As it is
What they need and want
Insanity sugar coated?
Looney Tunes “Now I’ve seen everything”… Aaaaaaaaaaa… * BURST *
Ship cruise up
Why not leave the fallen leaf
Why scoop up biological mass?
167lb young male
110lb young female
Brady Bunch it
Why not have Mike Carol Alice Cindy Bobby Greg Marsha Peter Jan and Tiger all go over together?
Like the great accident in 1824 AD during the Great Depression
Casualties did not exceed what was expected
The bridge glory
Illusion of grandeur
Is natinally known
Help has arrived
From the East
I am Thich Quack Duck
The non aqueous non immolater Mayahana crimson lotus maybe-maker
I say YouTube: Mapo
Or we will never see a decrease
Or just “hope” elsewise
Never too late
Writing this kills me
Its so boring
And I am not sure jumping is ultimately bad
But for Coast Guard ptsd I write
Cannot see it
Must be there
annot hear you!!
ow do you know??
OH YOU JUST FIGURE it OUT.
Flat Zenith pow-pow
More guys, more girls… forget last NAME. It is a no last name party.
Someone share with Heffy Hefferton that Eden may have been a charm school at one point. No rules. Adam wearing a flamingo. Eve, drunk before Noah at 505 ruins her Vo5 in the river and… almost drowns.
Pre-Tarzan BoBo Ape swings in to kiss. Samson’s greatx23 grandfather comes in and says, “Wham”, stamps his toe BLUE.
The teens are in the field giggling in the flowers exploring Mother Nature’s flora, stamen, pistols, loobliary goober-dos and please do some more.
Mr. Fantasy Island is short… Tattoo is a giant…
What a vision…
Do you NOT KNOW your history pre-sciences, kids?
Well the Transformer cube comes later, no transformers and….
(the rest is an other world mystery funk)
Cut the karma crap.
(First verse of the oh so Holy Kababble.)
What, you don’t like to skip grades to sit with mature cuties? (Drool.)
Grandpa sat on a log in the kitchen, chewing on turkey. Grandma did not scold him. She is the prophesied anti-bitch of Turkey town, diametricly opposed to fuck ups at the table.
Elbows are fine. Grandma ain’t black or Chinese… I better harp on my own shade of bread- whitey. White people bitch a lot. We are shitty at jumping. That’s okay cuz Oriel at Walgreen’s cannot swim. Screw racism, anti racism, pee cee, p.c. auto-apps gone!
Who wants an auto app that says, “Hi butt face! 01101110!!! That is binary for biracial.
“01101110”. Oh shit. Shit shit shit. That says,
Men on Mars
Shouldn’t Indians go to the Red Planet first?
Just drop a basketball and 5 cheerleaders.
Then when the blacks go to mars (for candy bars you, you, you, you racists!) Have the brothers play cowboys and Indians.
We could call it…
Mfgmv mffmm mcm
(Pudgy baby says,
Kick some motherlovin ass.)