Revolver shoots 25 rounds. From a banana clip feed. Its a “revolver” because that’s what we will call them for our own good in the coming police state that I PRAY FOR to silence gays and religious hyper politics and ebb outgoing military dealings to weapons trade more than soldier service SOF which is also appreciated by me. I am technonic. I am human. I stand with the U.S. government PEOPLE human beings like Gulf War vet neighbor with injuries to his senses- I counsel him a bit- he said to say “Haifa SEAL Team 2 in 1990” he witnessed- he only WANTS TO MAKE SURE HIS commanders are doing well- it was Act of God. His dog tag said Athiest. I saw it. He believes in God like a lifeforce and love or I don’t know. Whatever he got its powerful- some say “ptsd”- I say he progressed to “posttrauma stress in order”. 50% of the men are dead from drugs. Drowning is close to Hell as empathy goes. I’ve done both and lived. That’s why me and Zarow are friends. Oops Zorro no time to correct, Russia is in the game. We’ll see a play made in 2018. Vladimir Putin may not be around… At all … Without holding a pen like gool ol Bob Dole. Putin is physically kickassinger than Obama, but why use my free speech to say as a geneticly part Russian American, if Trump was not in office Id take Putins Russia or Putin as our president. Gotta stop “gay agenda” flat. Story on Orlando was not good enough. I believe “out of closet” declaration may get a person shot by secret disgruntled muslims. Very serious REAL threat. Bloodhounds like Blue Angels or Bloods of Atlanta given names and do a shakedown for a not-fake pay down from Parador, USA. OR.. THE CITIZENS, We The People can TURN the clock around and use gay in 1940s context. The country is about to get conservatuve like never before… Unless we all collapse like Syria that shot itself to death. USA is about to? World needs… a reality check way to live and live for trurh justice and a new renewed American way. One citizen at a time. One realistic-life contributor at a time. I am disabled. I cant only write and study. Its wearying. I feel stupid and worthless.. Indestructable nowhere. Unsafe always. Hard body makes 1000% the dif. I have a c1-inh deficiency. That’s PAIN on speed dial from the internal plasma bleeding of HAE III. Or… Born with bad and good luck. Description of me: prometheus looks up to eternity and Hercules coming down to his torture. The story of Prometheus I claim as to be about ME in name-it claim-it self made fun-prophecy.. Im BETTER- I really do suffer- he was a story only. I have GOLD COIN on Earth, baby and no disabled suicide here. Let the Earth’s gravity kill me! Eat eat eat. One day. I ain’t afraid. I got…… The Father-lord of Nazareth nonStrike union of father carpenter and son no proof he could hold a hammer right but I say Jesus *is* a lord now- how? Spirit body. Ultima metaphysics without tissue. Sentient better than Tron but similiar. Matrix- sure but only as a superb 2D meditation manifesto on the total human questions on Christ’s legacy. An undead once-dead legacy and future too. He’s alien in ways? He’s human? Ya know, I made alcohol with yeast sugar and H20. I ask “what did Jesus do?” His blood to me is like Tesla spark in the PNS peripheral nervous system in me. I ask if the old Rugged Cross was related to grounding for electricity. If lightning struck the crucified ever? It would be a favor. Jesus screamed his way to the top. He cant be dead. He cannot be dead. A real born human being died and time went on. He did not time travel to Sunday- he died. Maybe in Sheol or Hades- not Tartarus- whi knows, he went to the darkest place in the universe in death, hit a “time slew”, painfully remade everything like Hitchikers guide only better- talking “hell-time” and died And he shouted. And Resurrection accounts have The Earth glowing like Eden I think. I’d like to see the good NOW- protect who I care about and screw property dame or things. No more racial profiling of me. I can control myself in that. The enemy is misunderstanding or malevolence then a gun to a Christians head click boom. That REINITIATES real Christian martyrdom in the USA- first time. Serious followers of Christ mind Christ- not seek death. And glory. But Christian martyrdom only GIVES- we who copy Christ shun all violence as especially toxic to DO, where maybe we would rather die than witness the malevolent painful condition of man. The Imam of ISIS may reason that all lives have pain order spree “euthanasia”! Come to the USA and take eucharist instead. Who knows God’s mind? Maybe he has a relative related to us to. What if you called out: Siddartha, Joshua, Mo … If I shortened Joshua to JOE I would say to God on rare occassian “What do you know Joe?”, because I believe Siddhartha leavibg his parents in their riches was akin to | son of man, son of god | Ω If people played their cards right for 2000 years more, the Earth as a world would be at the same stage of god-less-ness… Unless energy continues to coarse like an Earth ball going in Tesla zaps all over… Living in God’s Tv… Universe I… What’s on for next universe? U-2 playing there? On 5th dimensional Jews harps and celestial time warp banjos. Yeah sure and my name its Twinkie McGee- penguin author penning in penguin poo all day and night. Have a have! Have a day. Grrrreat!

The Heart- An Organ, And Primus Errogenous Zone

66968135-plant-wallpapers.jpgIs THIS sexual?

Stands up…

Flowers…

Its hermaphroditic?

I really do not know

Its a plant

Heart health… I’m getting to that

If you think of a male or female part that is:

=

I hear or read the frenular delta AND clitoris are:

=

So do you touch it?

“Touchy subject”!

Let’s say you are stimulated…

And have no climax…

That is in league with:

“Tantric”

And affects the heart

So…

Does one touch that on themself?

Not against the law…

Maybe difficult to, IDK, “go for a spin” for a really short time and then do nothing

It affects the heart

Bad/Good?

I dunno

Some help I am

_____

Do I?

Huh…

Check stats

Who hasn’t

Wow its super private!

Powerful

Why?

Why not!

Hahahahah

Ah

Hm

No suggestions. Thats how sacred one’s bod is

Not untouchable

We must matter!

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Delta, clit- if thought of in non-masturbatory terms may hold multiple nonsexual uses

Sex is two

Self is… boring?

I massage my own:

Feet

Quads

Temples

Neck

Chest

Forearms

Hands- OXYTOCIN immediate release!

What about stamen?

I’m not saying except if orgasm is a city, I be talkin about country roads

“Jenking”? Defined as… Look it up

Not “edging”

Riding a bumpy bus and liking it and shifting? Modern machinery does not want us… Lol… But awakens the question:

Is sex necessary

Answer:

No sex will not kill you

No touch is very unhealthy

Avoiding genitals may be a way to cope with PTSD for some who are “injured” there in the nervous system.

Why is life difficult

?

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If you want more “love” practice 2-3 seconds of eye contact with people

___

Heart health, no answers and YOU..

My new book

Sales: zeeeeeeeeeeero

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Is breathing “sexy”?

Practice 4-4-4-4

Practice Hahn Mayahana

Or

Just get alone and feel it. Go to bed. Breathe. Distracted? Try a nap and breathe

As always, the errogenous has no good manual

It gets weird, doesn’t it?

Here’s one:

Touch your scalp and every hair follicle

Take your time

If “caught” say:

I am doing “ASMR”

No shame blame game

Scalp and glans are sister cities

Want to feel new stuff?

Don’t ask ME

Hahaha

I just shared a shit load I’d never tell my mother

So there

Make your peace with God

Acknowledge him in your ways

Ask for wisdom

Believe

Janet Reno, Safe Forever

Home

My thought

Cults in the USA abuse people

Janet did work that said “No”

I have seen “cult”

I painted a picture of a girl in court

Survivor with daddy

Survivor

Are there happy endings?

There are living endings

There IS reality

There is a katakujutsu that is unschooled

Horrible?

Who was Janet Reno?

My face and unlit cig

Say:

Thank God for watchers that tough!

Living in a cult is-

Escapable

No judgement

“Thank you, O | The Reality | for Reno. ‘Winner’.”

– Andrew HarrisΩn, Oregon

Non-denominational psycho-cult survivor

 

Suicide Pleasure Is Felt While Alive

Go tantric! Extend it. Obviously sex is no longer attractive… Make your body a rod device of energy to receive.

Want attention? You whore! Haha

Get high, low, go trippy- acting! Driving fast on the PIR, throw a cigarette in front of a cop- big damn deal. (That is a way to flirt. It works. I did that. She LIKES me. I like the smell of death on Ofc. Katie. Step-sister FANTASY)

So you see, semi-sexual fantasy about women in uniform is ballast for me to stay

I f***ing don’t know WHY

Maybe its because my gf missuz yells

And I hate it

But her parents both died

One homocided

And I will not cannot betray her leave her ALONE ALL GODDAMN ALONE no

But

What is a heavy crush on the woman who keeps asking how I am po po posie ninja star Tinkerbell forged in hell…

Yummy 😋

She is SO PRETTY too

God must be laughin

Wacky gifts

FATHER!! Its MY … ISLAND!!-

Oregon is MY ISLAND!!

Kill the English

Kill? No!

Die! Die! Die! Die every day

Dye every day crimson

Body malfunction is not DEATH

ITS BIO MATTER

Mayahana graduate

To a simpleton american christian body end is hell… Thanks 4 nothing, preacher

What is real?

More than Life?

Why find out?

If you are suicidal, how much Bible you gagged on? How many at church touch or rape? Lots. Come out and be separated…

Hallowed Humanism

Righteous Realists

Tired Theists

But not angry athiests- fuck you. You are closet psycho christians. Fuck you rogues. Repent and “be” and “live” YOU WANKERS!! You fuel suicide rightz, DIX!!

Blessings!

 

Golden Gate Lemming Drops

Mapo

Mapo

Mapo

South

Korea

Mapo

Bridge

Mapo

Has

Solutions

Railing photo memorial

San

Francisco

Bureaucracy

Blocks

An American

Sacred

Memorial

For survivors

For loss

For prevention

To decrease

Deceadant

Body

Scoop

What

About

Coast Guard

ptsd

??

I think

That what I think

Matters

Very

Little

So I web log

Weblog

Blog it

Today

For the 8th time

Not including city e-mails

To nice ol’ SF

That living photos

Permaposted

Would be

The greatest American not-blog

Logging life

Before

The deceadants appeared

Broke

Fell

Back

Up

Back

In

A Christmas home

A real heart wrencher

To a lost sheep

TO MAKE THAT MORBIDITY PEEL RIGHT OFF

Or do we enjoy

Autonomous autoviolent video

On YooHoo tuber?

I do not

Suicide is too “too”

For that Bay Area

I am guessing

A weird freedom

It would be cooler

To die

Of cancer

Cooler to challenge

One’s own spirit

To stick-with-ship

As it is

Everyone

Is getting

What they need and want

Insanity sugar coated?

Looney Tunes “Now I’ve seen everything”… Aaaaaaaaaaa… * BURST *

Bloat

Float

Ship cruise up

Scoop

Why not leave the fallen leaf

Like Autumn

Why scoop up biological mass?

120lb female

310lb male

167lb young male

110lb young female

Brady Bunch it

Why not have Mike Carol Alice Cindy Bobby Greg Marsha Peter Jan and Tiger all go over together?

Like the great accident in 1824 AD during the Great Depression

Casualties did not exceed what was expected

Yet now

They have

The bridge glory

Illusion of grandeur

History

Is natinally known

And seen

Help has arrived

From the East

I am Thich Quack Duck

The non aqueous non immolater Mayahana crimson lotus maybe-maker

I say YouTube: Mapo

Or we will never see a decrease

Or just “hope” elsewise

Never too late

No fear

No shame

Writing this kills me

Its so boring

And I am not sure jumping is ultimately bad

But for Coast Guard ptsd I write

Water World Hunger

Feed the great whites

eed the great whites

reat whites

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Oh that is DISGUSTING!!

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r G e a t w i H t .. .

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Bastard!!

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I was TRYING to help

YING to help

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HELP!!!!!!

ELP . ! !!! !!

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