- One last word: cheese biscuit. What is better than God? Believing that God knows you and despite what all religions say- YOU MATTER. Did you know the human body has radiation from atoms IN IT breaking down? Ceasing to be! A being who is dangerously radiant is sometimes very cool. Always potentially dangerous.
We are dangerous for someone else’s well being. It’s someone you are not around anymore. By “you” I mean SOMEONE.
Statistics tell me that EVERYBODY needs to hear good news. Not everyone can deliver The Good News, so I figure I’m only so good at depicting a faith that exists in reality. I am against immolation, screeching preaching, misrepresentation of psychological fact… And open to mystic experience that can be verbally explained in a how-to format. I believe creation is a miracle in that a lot of power was used in a one-time kapow. Apostles referrenced to an ability in existence where the pre-creation glory could be and would be seen. I’ve never seen that. But I have dreamed while awake, seen future structures in a déjà by way but I realized it must have been a tense of future AND now touching. It was a room in a new school. I firmly believe the Spirit checked out the school then made my dream, so in physics that is a flat sentience perhaps from astral projection as a 14 year old. I have had people get violent to get near me and my light. As if I’m pizzas.
I had to ignore that but it’s what I feared- demons. A type of demon, really. One that seizes and releases rather than possesses or else I think I’d go for being a cop. I bugged my cities cop because I leave a strange signature from my PTSD and in my body language I am weird. They got that I’m alright. I didn’t.
So many years since the last attacks made by scary big men. I don’t fear them because I know a love higher than their murder.
I breathe in.
I have a royalty.
I breathe in.
I am rich again.
Blowing out, I breathe out.
To pray is to breathe for someone
acceptance is great
righteous rejection is great
both work together
MERCY seals fate
will I wait in vain for peace or a “second coming” or walk in peace, spending every second coming closer to my core as I age… I age so well
i need more water