Don’t go to pieces, now, if the Syntaxsinner@wordpress.com has… no more stories. Its like J.D. Salinger’s book:
No, no- it was not that. Well… the idea of the story of Catcher in The Rye is that Holden Caulfield wants to save people before they run thru a rye field over a CLIFF that they can’t see. To him, that is kind of a Peter Pan nightmare.
I monitored Facebook. I came across a drug overdose in Alton, Illinois and called 911 in 2011. In 2013, a girl in Washington State was being hit. So I called the local police. They met the 350 lb. man who was bullying a handicap girl who graduates from high school this year. She is actually famous in her town. But the mom…
Then in New York, one week ago, I intervened to stop a guy on a suicidal path who was on DXM. I gave him non-emergency numbers.
Man. I’m so good at assisting others. I cannot help myself. Thru identity theft I have lost money. $20K in debt. My SSDI pays $1, 200. Per month. My wife is also disabled. She USED to get SSDI. When we married, it was ALL taken away from her. So her and I incur punitive damages that make it impossible to pay rent, food, utilities, car insurance, gas, go on a vacation.
So we have to borrow. Off cards to survive. With that and the fact that my wife’s family is verbally abusive, and my family is scattered, my pain and stress and anxiety max out and when I yelled in pain, my landlord threatened to EVICT us- I seriously wondered if the marriage as it is on paper could be undone and my wife and I hide like William Wallace from the English. Hm?
The devil- “the collector in the spirit world”, perchance whispers, “Get life insurance, name her a beneficiary and…”. Leave, thought. Leave. “And go and…”. Leeeeeeeave.
Its me versus IT.
That’s my stomach swell. I have had 10 primary and 6 specialty doctors in 6 years. 6 mental health professionals. The pain is intense. I’ve been given effexor only. And told, “Excercise. You are obese.” And last, “You are going to die.” THAT message was repeated over and over. So I have been taking 240mgs to even over 1200mg of dextromethorphon per day. I don’t recommend over 120mg in a day.
My doctors say dextromethorphon or DXM, is nothing. Mixed with one beer, however, 400mg DXM put me in ER. I have had 4 to 6 DXM related ER visits since April 2013. One thing that was clear while TAKING it, and I have not for 4 days (every DAY for 11 months!) is that Facebook is painfully superficial and a total 100% illusion as life OUGHT to be interface. DXM, DM, Dextromethorphon… I told my chiropracter as DXM is a CNS drug in cough meds. Alcohol is CNS drug too. He did not treat me like I was crazy. That was TODAY, the 5th of March.
Having him as an MD chiro- a PhD, nerve-specialist, a father, a leader in his church (elder), age 44… I am really, really, really dang LUCKY. So:
ONE DUDE CAN SAVE ANOTHER DUDE FROM GIVING UP*
Having no money, family gone or negative against us… has made me… a ninja monkey boy. I have had stories EASILY squeeze out. I think its time to wrap up Syntax Dysfunction Circus.
Zaphanathpaneah17@wordpress had 600 posts (2013), Syntaxsinner@wordpress.com has over 1000 I think.
They make decisions to end TV shows. I don’t think Syntaxsinner@wordpress.com ever started and was consistantly anything.
“Andy… get into the RING you sinnah!”
Oh, its Mick. He’s still living! He means, by “ring”, my third gig. Maybe I AM the writer of:
Syntaxsinner (April 10th, 2013- March 6th, 2014)
* Angels with feet and faces