Samson Fox Torch

     Ninjitsu… in the bible?

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    Yeahhh… With cousin Jael,
       I think we got a party.

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Read your bible… or do not.
Its okay if you do not. Story
time is ALL the time here. I lika the bible. I dunna lika the preachy. No so mucha. I feel
passion for la biblia. I luv la biblia. Mm hm. Yep. W/e?

Feel So Ugly

Blackberry briar
Split and broke off
Some sweet
and a few
were
   bitter
Sun warmed
juicy
berries
Picking them
near to
the duck pond…

Oh and I reflect on this sprite of chronology where time and chance and rock cranks out a few things In the land, young man…

There will be a day,
When no one teaches his
    neighbor, “Love the Lord”.
and
       there will be a day when there will be no one to teach to do this or that.

All will know the lord.

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Vermillionaire

  “I “red” I won a million dollars”, said the dude.

Vermillion is the hue.

What should the Vermillions do?

The dude worth a ‘mil-PLUS’ is the Vermillionaire.

That is, if you care.

Heh.

Words.
Namings.
Words are more
fun if you use them to name
and avoid sharp definition.

It hurts.
                   ag.

Gruly Toolly

    Gruly Tuly was a clean man who ran on asbestos fumes. Do they fume? Asbestos they can. Well, one day he painted his nails.

    

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    It was appropriate. What a nut. Maybe not. He used paint to tint hid nails a nice “Boba Fett” white.

     Hey. I heard that thought.
How would Boba Fett have painted nails?? He always has gloves on.

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    I “Darth Vadered” my Phoenix Fist. Like an Elephant has white nails. They have been “sportin'” the trend for thousands of years. I said “gimme some of that el-jo power!”.

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  I want it NOW. Not in Reincarnatia. Republic of. After death. I am a man. A beasty man. And I choose for today or this week to be Mr. Unknown Celebrity Pants .

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    It is my duty. After all, we
all liked the crocodile hunter who died. It makes us sad. But I bet what WOULD MAKE HIM HAPPY is if there were 1000 tenacious animal lovers. Hoo hoo. But I am only follwed by 3 people.

    No. Not in the park.
Oscar the Grouch… no I am kidding.

   I have a teeny following, yes?

(Yes is a yes word)

What — ugh

I don’t know how to
end this . .  .

I have oc
            D.  Otherwise prounounced:

“Okayed”

I am not simply okay, but I do make. Augh!!

Gruly Tuly

    Gruly Tuly was a clean man who ran on asbestos fumes. Do they fume? Asbestos they can. Well, one day he painted his nails.

    

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    It was appropriate. What a nut. Maybe not. He used paint to tint hid nails a nice “Boba Fett” white.

     Hey. I heard that thought.
How would Boba Fett have painted nails?? He always has gloves on.

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    I “Darth Vadered” my Phoenix Fist. Like an Elephant has white nails. They have been “sportin'” the trend for thousands of years. I said “gimme some of that el-jo power!”.

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  I want it NOW. Not in Reincarnatia. Republic of. After death. I am a man. A beasty man. And I choose for today or this week to be Mr. Unknown Celebrity Pants .

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    It is my duty. After all, we
all liked the crocodile hunter who died. It makes us sad. But I bet what WOULD MAKE HIM HAPPY is if there were 1000 tenacious animal lovers. Hoo hoo. But I am only follwed by 3 people.

    No. Not in the park.
Oscar the Grouch… no I am kidding.

   I have a teeny following, yes?

(Yes is a yes word)

What — ugh

I don’t know how to
end this . .  .

I have oc
            D.  Otherwise prounounced:

“Okayed”

I am not simply okay, but I do make. Augh!!

Rar Rom

Into a white room called “cell phone” there were pixelated letters. In a world of energy bright and low heat.

People from various multiverses of self point and click on computers. Oh the pressure. I am kidding.

There is very little pressure but who- who will read my pixel poetry attempting to be as cool in Syntax as MJ was a pop dance fe nomener.

You say “Fe Nomener” is not really a word. You. You. You are absurd. But that is okay.

Misspellation is the Syntax sinning way to redeem the redump of the English language… SLUMP.

So on,
“Whump”, goes the kitty cat
who studies no window and stops. She ran for the living room and bruise-blops her fuzz bod into the glass.

Unbreaking it.
This is ME on a rare occassion without obstruction of nerve-soothing justice.

I rhyme to woo Germsn women hither.

I am Andrew Harrison.
Mister.

Take a flight over Germania in your mind… the Swiss Alps… it is sublime… as if to play on an eternal reel, beauty.

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Let
Let
Let it
Let it sink in

Let
Let
Let it in

Sideways you are entered by an icy Sprite?

Let it happen.

Good ghosting.

Day
and
Night

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| A | 2014

HAE: CNS Medicine May Bring Solace To Agony

     On All Occurances Of Spontaneous Human Throat Swelling, Larengeal swellings leading to death.

     Definitively in the airway it could conceivably be the body’s auto-response to pain. Thank you to the Late Robin Williams who I do NOT wear a face of disgust for. He killed himself. Via asphyxia.

     To seek asphyxia is the opposite THING of what us tough HAE patients would do. That is one way 33% of us are dying.

    Pain control is an absolute MUST. Protocol for HAE patients NEEDS TO BE changes as, I believe- pain can cause death.

    So give marijuana to HAE patients? Honestly- I could get “baked” on THC up well and still feel 80% of my pain. I have had exotic “cake” hash oil at a guitar party. Opiates are crappy. For a patient with HAE, no pain killer works consistantly without side effects that is dispensed.

The key words are “that is dispensed”

The medicine is already around.

     Well since 1998 I have used for nerve pain and in 2011 I started taking a drug and OFTEN for my HAE pain (sets off the register prompt. DM is a “protected” medicine. You must be 18 to buy.

So I take a bit and attack reduction. I don’t want to say what it is, but there are few side effects for little ME.

No Rx

The amount of DM I take is 1mg/ 1lb of my body weight.
So 250mg. Out of a DM box all the other ingredients in the pills are fluff to me.

13 pills seems like a lot. The number 13 also seems bad. It isn’t. Its 12’s next-door neighbor.

      So my HAE + fibromyalgia + bipolar etcetera make for a morbid diagnosis. I believe that GOD HIMSELF has overseen my trialing of DM dextromethorphan as a possible drug for HAE. HAE is a disease that kills, yes, but during a lifetime affects the nervous system in agonizing UNNECESSARY PAIN.

     Well some are calling pain their friend. Like my sensei taught in Tae Kwon Do. Yes, I am a martial artist. Strange training. Really strange training from amazing people.
I wanted to be martial since I was 10 when Karate Kid came out.

       Another time I’ll talk about it but for now I want to say that as a christian, I have taken Eastern medicine and Miyomoto Musashi the samurai and held pain at bay.
It doesn’t matter who the person is with C1-DEFICIENCY IS but they DO MATTER.

      This has been the theme of every HAE Facebook group is that we all matter. I made some T-shirts for that. A bit unique because I was in PAIN when I designed the T-shirts and I made 20 of them, so its a little rough. I was just excited about life. Put myself in $200 with all these shirts that say “everybody matters”.

      Its no loss to me. Each empty shirt reminds me I love people and try. I am VERY financially troubled. I do not know why. What did I ever do to me? I did not give myself HAE. I want to make a return!

     Seriously, I would like to return and say I am human and I AM HAE and I have IT by the throat. But I cannot say THAT… partly because its a bit insensitive to talk about the violent reaction with HAE.

       I believe that the larengyal swell is an auto-asphyxiating proramming in the brain. The brain is not understood. My MD dad put a needle to my eye once, so lets call me qualified for a second- I refuse to be seen as unintelligent. I have in me, like anyone a storehouse for future being called CNS. My brain, my feelings.

      The medicine I take- it is
a mystery drug. It increases my standard of living experience of pain and macabre thought all at once. Because it is a serotonin reuptake inhibitor.

Lastly

     I want to share that my wife and I are penniless. We are on foodstamps. I just learned my hero Robin Williams died and that another rare disease guy Lorenzo.. and mom.. and dad.. are all past and away.

    I drew strength from Lorenzo’s parents. My parents did not know what I had entirely or how to help me. I have been a self-supported rare disease patient since 1992. That means no family help. Minimal. It is complex.

     I hacked HAE alone without meds. I mean… it pretty much was hacking me. I met a woman who I married. And I like that.

    Life is hard. I do not know what would be normal because I basicly have cough tablets with my morning noon and evening coffee. That is far from normal. But if it were declared normal, to use DM like the Pakistanis do for HAE as I do, it would feel better.

     Hmmm.

What do you do when you find a good thing that you have to be very careful with? Well… if it works for you, you have to
be careful in suggesting it. Or not. Especially if you find that one drug that is psycho-active for some and neurological for others. And an OTC. I hate it when that happens!

   Shoot, well I guess you have to keep approaching the medical cultist divinators of “data”. Just kidding. Do all doctors secretly wish they could be on the Starship Enterprise? Just kidding. They should!

    Who knows what excites a doctor into research?

   I do!

  Yes.

  Cookies.

    No, really what gets doctors interested is when they can take pride in a medical endevour. So what I am saying is a message, please research DM for applications. Who? UCLA.

I hope this is useful.

Now is a good place to start.

For my peeps
( to find ease now )

| A | Andrew Harrison     2014

   Its a choice, isn’t it?

Action……………

| A |

Aren’t Celebrities Just An Ordinary Person Like You Or I?

    Yes. And it would be easy to say “who cares?”- but why NOT care?

    If Drew Barrymore hugged me, Andy  I am not sure who would need that MORE.

   I am not immune to celebrity fascination. But I have taken on a religious attitude of the celebrity of everybody. Its really no trouble to put terrible people in there too as bad guys, like that DMV guy who yelled at me over 20 years ago. I wonder if he is dead now.

     Actually, my driving almost got us both killed. That is why he yelled. Yes… DMV folks… I was the one you remember. Muhuhuhahhah.. NO. Actually I didn’t understand how to turn on a green in Beaverton. Beaverton kind of sucks. If the radio towers do not give you cancer, they surely will make you have semi-consciousness.

      I have Beavertonaphobia.

    So you actors out there- come on into Portland. But do not drive in Beaverton at night. Something is in the air.
Maybe Phil Knight knows. I doubt it. Great place for ducks. Its a great place for ducks. There are- oh forget it.